to my best friend.

aaaahhh. I love you. You've been there for me, no matter how many states or timezones between us. We've both done plenty of crazy things and made our share of bad decisions, but we stuck with eachother. I hate that you're so far away now, and wish we had more time together before you had to go back down south. There are things that have happened in the past four months that I haven't told you and I'm not entirely sure why. Maybe I'm ashamed to tell my best friend that I got to that point again, and nearly crossed the line. I don't want to hear what you'd say, because I value your opinion so so much. I've seen you grow over the years and even over the past ten months. Few people possess the strength you exhibited even through restraining orders and court dates. I've always thought you deserve much better than what you've settled for, and hope you find true happiness soon. You deserve it after the shit 2010 threw at you.

Anyway, whatever happens, I'll still be here. That's a promise. And you know I'm not going anywhere.

Love,
Rebecca xx